Friday, March 28, 2008

Growing Up

Jas is a pig today. She slept at 1am last night and woke up only at 5.30pm today. Purposely pontanged school just to sleep like there's no tomorrow. Woke up and had her dinner, feeling groggy and is on the bed again while typing this.

Am i dying soon?????

I feel so restless.. and bored. My head feels so heavy. Super nua..

Was browsing thru Facebook and looking at pictures of those old secondary school frens.. and gosh.. everyone has changed so much.. All had become so pretty and dressed up with make up from the tuk tuk face that ive known 7 or 8 years ago. Looking at all these photos only made me realise that we have all grown up.. and no longer the teen we used to be.

My 22nd birthday coming in a few months time.. Oh man.. Time flies.. really literally flies. I dun wanna grow olddddd... i wanna be Forever 21!! hahaha!

不知不觉 the 11th week of my IA had passed.. and it marks the half of my IA. Half more of it to go!! But that also means another 3 more months in Shanghai.. haiz.. Somehow dun feel like leaving this place after adapting to it. I've grown to get used to hearing the cheena-chinese language around me.. The street of market area and roadside stalls selling snacks and stuff..Think i'll not be used to the Rojak language when i get back to Singapore man.

Life is indeed paradoxical. When i was young, i kept wishing i would grow up soon and act and do like an adult cuz their lives seem more interesting and happening. But now, how i wish i can go back to the past thru a time machine.. leading that laidback, carefree and worry-free life. Everyday just play, tv, eat and sleeep.

Perhaps is because all my surrounding frens are graduating or graduated, and very soon, they'll be joining the working force.. Sets me thinking of my future as well. haiz.. I wonder where and what i'll be working as next time.. hmmm... an engineer???? HAHAAHAHA. We shall see then.

Boo boo.. I feel like sleeping again... I need some excitement. Yawns.

OH MY GOD.. my housemate just told us that the condo management had posted a notice to all households that there's recent burglaries and kidnapping and robbery cases in my condo area!! No wonder i saw blood stains in my lift a few weeks ago!! oh my oh my.. my life is in danger!!

Scary.

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